My friend's wedding

My Friends wedding

Today I attended the marriage reception of one of my very close friend. I could not attend her marriage ceremony as it was in a far off city. Frankly, even if it would have been in city near to me, I doubt if I would have attended it. You know, its so boring all those marriage rituals…. I would not have been able to talk to her( that is my friend) as she would be busy in her marriage. And I don’t know anyone else in her family. Just imagine, what I would have done if I would have attended the marriage. Just sit on a chair and watch her getting married. What a bore thing to do…thank god, it was in a far off city; at least I got an excuse.

But nevertheless, I am very happy for her. She has got a very good husband, who would keep her happy. (Not just wishful thinking….sincerely prays for it.) Sitting on a chair and watching her on the stage with her husband brought back all the memories of those 4 months, when we were together at the Infosys training at Mysore, almost 4 years back. Till date, those 4 months are among the best moment of my life. I made some good friends there, some of who are still among my best friends. We ate together, studied together, had fun together. Those late nights sitting with friends on the benches….

It was almost after 4 years that I saw her…. But she looked the same to me. ….may be a bit of put up of weight…..but dressed in a bridal dress with all those heavy jewellery ( god knows how the girls bear with those), she was looking very beautiful….. her husband is really lucky to have her as a wife. They make a very good couple…

But here again, I was lonely…. She was surrounded by her relatives, in laws, and other well wishers. Could not talk to her much…there were many things to talk….but seems it wil have to wait….so just sat again on that stupid chair, waiting for another of my friend who was supposed to come for the reception…. Why do these girls take so much of time…. She came after I had warmed the seat for more than 2 hours….cant complain much….she is well within her norm of 3 hour late…and who wants to complain, when she is the only company I can hope to get there….( frankly, no good girls in the crowd…weren’t they informed that I have agreed to attend the reception..???)…

10 things i would like to do before i die

This is the list of things that I can think of that I would like to do before I die..

1. Go for a world tour…preferably on a yatch…
2. Own a Mercedes.
3. See my name on the newspaper/TV for some good reason.
4. Fulfill all the wishes and desires of my parent.
5. Learn and play guitar.
6. Learn swimming
7. Go for a exotic spa massage
8. Earn enough of money so that my children don’t need to worry
9. Take my parents to all the places they want to visit.
10. Make my dear friend understand how much I care for her.
11. Spend some quality time with my dearest friend.
12. Do something good to someone whom I don’t know which would make his life better.

Parents....

I love you mummy & papa…

Today I watched the special episode of Sa re ga ma…it was a parents special.. where the contestants sang the song dedicating to their parents. There were many touchy songs…with senti moments…children sharing their experience…parent sharing their love for their kids…and seeing all these made my eyes moist…but unlike the past instance, it was the tears of happiness….happiness for my parents…and thanks to the God for giving me such a caring and lovely parent. Watching the episode, all the memories o ftime spent with them were flasing in fornt of my eyes… their struggle, their love, never once denying anything to me…. I don’t remember the single moment when my mother had scolded me or father had even showed his eyes in anger to me…

And now I am here in Hyderabad….miles away from them…..making my career….but I miss them a lot..i may not show my emotion to them… I may not have ever said to them…but I care a lot for them…I respect them…
I have many plans for them…I want to take them for a tour around the world….In the course of taking care of family, they have sacrificed many worldly desires of their… but have never once complained about it…I promise that I will fulfill all of them…its my promise to you mummy…..

Whats happeining to me

Don’t know what is happening to me…feeling nostalgic….feeling like crying…feeling lonely…as if there is no one for me….dont know why…everything is here…frnds….money…tv…then why I am feeling so low….have already cried some days back…then how come so much tears are there in my eyes…have never cried so much in my life that I have cried in the past 2 months…don’t know why…there is no reason for me to cry…now I am crying even for small things…watching movies…some senti scene comes, I feel a bump in my throat…felt like crying when I went for friend’s marriage reception…should have been the opposite…I should have been happy..watched love aaj kal…felt like crying for most of the part of the film..esp the last part……
God knows what is happening to me….Can somebody please help me……

I am Back

So.. after a long break, I am back in the world of blogging..
I had been writing blogs in laptop but could not upload it..
SO will upload some of the blogs written so far...